yes, i know, its odd of me to just burst out into happiness just because im gonna graduate, but hey, i was on the brink of failing and i worked so hard just to graduate.
And now because of this, i`ll be able to go to the states, start college
i've gotten so many things since im gonna make it,
first my auntie buys me an ihome, ugg boots,money x3, make up, britney spears fantasy and actually gives me the respect im earning from working so hard.
and my mom buys me an itouch
im so happy~ and now we can make it to boracay~ this is really the best summer ever, i cant ever forget this, this actually encourages me to work harder on my studies, since, im planning on doing so many things once im done graduating college.
One of my plans is taking my mom to the states,build her a house and let her rest for the rest of her life, she earns it, she needs a break, she needs rest and she needs someone to take care of her and give her the love and comfort she deserves, I know this is a really hard thing to do, Yes, its hard, but no one said that its impossible I wish for so many things, and i know that i`ll have to sweat blood just to gain these things, but it will be worth it in the end
Im an OSTONAL ofcourse i have to be strong! all ostonal`s are strong, like my mom and my aunties they have shown me that will power alone can take you to so many places and can show you that the world is a beautiful place if you want it to be.
i`ll be doing so many things in the states, like do a part time job, living with my auntie and going to school there.
God has given me so many challenges, like testing my patience with most people, with handling my grades to preparing for the states, but i know, this is just the beginning. Because If i truly wish it, i can reach for more, i can be better and later on the best, I have to have faith in god and myself. People think that i am weak, Some people think im strong, But for now, i dont really care much about it because later on in life, i`ll show them what i have truly become, what i have been trying to achieve. I will not show them that i am not a failure, i will show them that i am strong, that i can move forward, not look in the past and Have faith in God, My family and myself.
it`ll surely be a challenge for me.
but im actually being opptimistic about this, even if people say that i wont make it, it dosent matter. i will make it, i wont take the option of failing, just like i did this year.
i`ll give it my all.
i`ll do my best and ask god for blessings. because now, i believe in myself. I know that i can do this. I know that God,My REAL FRIENDS and my family is here for me
This graduation, [ march 31,2009 ] it will be the most important day of my life, My family, best and real friends will be there, everybody, happy for me, will be there, and i dont know what else to say to them and show them how happy i am to be in their lives, that they have completed me and changed me for the better, From first year to fourth year, i have gone through so many things, to people,ideas,emotions,stress and to changing.
But honestly, i am happy i have gone through these troubling times, because they have shown me who are the real people, to the people who dont care. I want to tell my family that i am so happy to have them and i want to thank them for being in my life and for being so supportive. I want to thank my bestfriends for all the times, for all the times i cried, to having stress sessions, and to being happy .. Because i`ll soon be leaving, i`ll be going to the states and im not sure if i`ll be able to have a moment with them again, i mean, it IS graduation, right? all the people you love just has to be there. i just want to shout out to the world how happy i am


.. i could not ask for more

HAPPY SUMMER EVERYONE!!